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661
The
thoughts
of
this
sometimes
sunk
my
very
soul
within
me
,
and
distressed
my
mind
so
much
,
that
I
could
not
soon
recover
it
,
to
think
what
I
should
have
done
,
and
how
I
not
only
should
not
have
been
able
to
resist
them
,
but
even
should
not
have
had
presence
of
mind
enough
to
do
what
I
might
have
done
,
much
less
what
now
,
after
so
much
consideration
and
preparation
,
I
might
be
able
to
do
.
662
Indeed
,
after
serious
thinking
of
these
things
,
I
should
be
very
melancholy
,
and
sometimes
it
would
last
a
great
while
;
but
I
resolved
it
,
at
last
,
all
into
thankfulness
to
that
Providence
which
had
delivered
me
from
so
many
unseen
dangers
,
and
had
kept
me
from
those
mischiefs
which
I
could
no
way
have
been
the
agent
in
delivering
myself
from
,
because
I
had
not
the
least
notion
of
any
such
thing
depending
,
or
the
least
supposition
of
it
being
possible
.
663
This
renewed
a
contemplation
which
often
had
come
to
my
thoughts
in
former
time
,
when
first
I
began
to
see
the
merciful
dispositions
of
Heaven
,
in
the
dangers
we
run
through
in
this
life
.
How
wonderfully
we
are
delivered
when
we
know
nothing
of
it
!
How
,
when
we
are
in
a
quandary
,
as
we
call
it
,
a
doubt
or
hesitation
,
whether
to
go
this
way
,
or
that
way
,
a
secret
hint
shall
direct
us
this
way
,
when
we
intended
to
go
that
way
;
nay
,
when
sense
,
our
own
inclination
,
and
perhaps
business
,
has
called
to
go
the
other
way
,
yet
a
strange
impression
upon
the
mind
,
from
we
know
not
what
springs
,
and
by
we
know
not
what
power
,
shall
overrule
us
to
go
this
way
;
and
it
shall
afterwards
appear
that
had
we
gone
that
way
which
we
should
have
gone
,
and
even
to
our
imagination
ought
to
have
gone
,
we
should
have
been
ruined
and
lost
.
Upon
these
and
many
like
reflections
I
afterwards
made
it
a
certain
rule
with
me
,
that
whenever
I
found
those
secret
hints
or
pressings
of
my
mind
to
doing
,
or
not
doing
,
anything
that
presented
,
or
to
going
this
way
or
that
way
,
I
never
failed
to
obey
the
secret
dictate
,
though
I
knew
no
other
reason
for
it
than
that
such
a
pressure
,
or
such
a
hint
,
hung
upon
my
mind
.
I
could
give
many
examples
of
the
success
of
this
conduct
in
the
course
of
my
life
,
but
more
especially
in
the
latter
part
of
my
inhabiting
this
unhappy
island
;
besides
many
occasions
which
it
is
very
likely
I
might
have
taken
notice
of
,
if
I
had
seen
with
the
same
eyes
that
I
saw
with
now
.
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664
But
It
is
never
too
late
to
be
wise
;
and
I
can
not
but
advise
all
considering
men
,
whose
lives
are
attended
with
such
extraordinary
incidents
as
mine
,
or
even
though
not
so
extraordinary
,
not
to
slight
such
secret
intimations
of
Providence
,
let
them
come
from
what
invisible
intelligence
they
will
.
That
I
shall
not
discuss
,
and
perhaps
can
not
account
for
;
but
certainly
they
are
a
proof
of
the
converse
of
spirits
,
and
the
secret
communication
between
those
embodied
and
those
unembodied
,
and
such
a
proof
as
can
never
be
withstood
,
of
which
I
shall
have
occasion
to
give
some
very
remarkable
instances
in
the
remainder
of
my
solitary
residence
in
this
dismal
place
.
665
I
believe
the
reader
of
this
will
not
think
strange
if
I
confess
that
these
anxieties
,
these
constant
dangers
I
lived
in
,
and
the
concern
that
was
now
upon
me
,
put
an
end
to
all
invention
,
and
to
all
the
contrivances
that
I
had
laid
for
my
future
accommodations
and
conveniences
.
I
had
the
care
of
my
safety
more
now
upon
my
hands
than
that
of
my
food
.
I
cared
not
to
drive
a
nail
,
or
chop
a
stick
of
wood
now
,
for
fear
the
noise
I
should
make
should
be
heard
;
much
less
would
I
fire
a
gun
,
for
the
same
reason
;
and
,
above
all
,
I
was
intolerably
uneasy
at
making
any
fire
,
lest
the
smoke
,
which
is
visible
at
a
great
distance
in
the
day
,
should
betray
me
;
and
for
this
reason
I
removed
that
part
of
my
business
which
required
fire
,
such
as
burning
of
pots
and
pipes
,
etc.
,
into
my
new
apartment
in
the
woods
;
where
,
after
I
had
been
some
time
,
I
found
,
to
my
unspeakable
consolation
,
a
more
natural
cave
in
the
earth
,
which
went
in
a
vast
way
,
and
where
,
I
dare
say
,
no
savage
,
had
he
been
at
the
mouth
of
it
,
would
be
so
hardy
as
to
venture
in
;
nor
,
indeed
,
would
any
man
else
,
but
one
who
,
like
me
,
wanted
nothing
so
much
as
a
safe
retreat
.
666
The
mouth
of
this
hollow
was
at
the
bottom
of
a
great
rock
,
where
,
mere
accident
I
would
say
(
(
if
I
did
not
see
abundant
reason
to
ascribe
all
such
things
now
to
Providence
)
)
,
I
was
cutting
down
some
thick
branches
of
trees
to
make
charcoal
;
and
before
I
go
on
,
I
must
observe
the
reason
of
my
making
this
charcoal
,
which
was
thus
.
667
I
was
afraid
of
making
a
smoke
about
my
habitation
,
as
I
said
before
;
and
yet
I
could
not
live
there
without
baking
my
bread
,
cooking
my
meat
,
etc.
.
So
I
contrived
to
burn
some
wood
here
,
as
I
had
seen
done
in
England
under
turf
,
till
it
became
chark
,
or
dry
cool
;
and
then
putting
the
fire
out
,
I
preserved
the
coal
to
carry
home
,
and
perform
the
other
services
which
fire
was
wanting
for
at
home
,
without
danger
of
smoke
.
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668
But
this
is
by-the-bye
.
While
I
was
cutting
down
some
wood
here
,
I
perceived
that
behind
a
very
thick
branch
of
low
brush-wood
,
or
underwood
,
there
was
a
kind
of
hollow
place
.
I
was
curious
to
look
into
it
;
and
getting
with
difficulty
into
the
mouth
of
it
,
I
found
it
was
pretty
large
;
that
is
to
say
,
sufficient
for
me
to
stand
upright
in
it
,
and
perhaps
another
with
me
.
But
I
must
confess
to
you
I
made
more
haste
out
than
I
did
in
when
,
looking
farther
into
the
place
,
and
which
was
perfectly
dark
,
I
saw
two
broad
shining
eyes
of
some
creature
,
whether
devil
or
man
I
knew
not
,
which
twinkled
like
two
stars
,
the
dim
light
from
the
cave
's
mouth
shining
directly
in
,
and
making
the
reflection
.
669
However
,
after
some
pause
I
recovered
myself
,
and
began
to
call
myself
a
thousand
fools
,
and
tell
myself
that
he
that
was
afraid
to
see
the
devil
was
not
fit
to
live
twenty
years
in
an
island
all
alone
,
and
that
I
durst
to
believe
there
was
nothing
in
this
cave
that
was
more
frightful
than
myself
.
670
Upon
this
,
plucking
up
my
courage
,
I
took
up
a
great
firebrand
,
and
in
I
rushed
again
,
with
the
stick
flaming
in
my
hand
.
I
had
not
gone
three
steps
in
,
but
I
was
almost
as
much
frighted
as
I
was
before
;
for
I
heard
a
very
loud
sigh
like
that
of
a
man
in
some
pain
,
and
it
was
followed
by
a
broken
noise
,
as
if
of
words
half
expressed
,
and
then
a
deep
sigh
again
.
I
stepped
back
,
and
was
indeed
struck
with
such
a
surprise
that
it
put
me
into
a
cold
sweat
;
and
if
I
had
had
a
hat
on
my
head
,
I
will
not
answer
for
it
,
that
my
hair
might
not
have
lifted
it
off
.
But
still
plucking
up
my
spirits
as
well
as
I
could
,
and
encouraging
myself
a
little
with
considering
that
the
power
and
presence
of
God
was
everywhere
,
and
was
able
to
protect
me
,
upon
this
I
stepped
forward
again
,
and
by
the
light
of
the
firebrand
,
holding
it
up
a
little
over
my
head
,
I
saw
lying
on
the
ground
a
most
monstrous
,
frightful
,
old
he-goat
,
just
making
his
will
,
as
we
say
,
and
gasping
for
life
;
and
dying
,
indeed
,
of
mere
old
age
.